August 8, 2012 8:10 AM PDT
Well, ya'll...I'll know one way or the other by this Friday, the 10th, whether the "Lil Red" dream is gonna come true, or die. I was countin' on somethin' from someone, that I shouldn't have. He said he was gonna make things right with me. WHY the F**K did I fall for that, AGAIN??? He once told me "Hope is a dangerous thing". And it seems that he's out to single-handedly prove that, by Me.
GAWD! I simply can't fathom, why one human would hurt another like this. Time after time. And I can't fathom, that I thought someone could still have some good in them...SOMEWHERE!!! In others maybe. But not this one. Not for me. He's all about the pain.
If YOU did something for me, I WILL make it right with you. After Friday, when I know for sure, I'll most likely
be making amends. Thanks anyways, Ya'll At least there are some good hearts, somewhere...
Ride Free
Tweek