November 24, 2014 4:42 AM PST
Yep, I got nothing. Nothing exciting but I am still alive. Wind gusts pushing 50+. Rain horizontal. Chased (hobbled) my trash can down the road. Suddenly my 14 year old dog, currently hiding in the bathroom, is afraid of the damn wood burner. Finally getting an MRI of my knees today; hoping to confirm that I don't need both knees replaced.
While I have a good deal to be thankful for I'll be glad when this year is over. Our back surgeries kept us off the bike all summer long. Instead we settled for a cage ride to the Outer Banks which, quite frankly, wasn't all that enjoyable. Back pain and knee pain is back pain and knee pain whether on a bike or in a cage. It didn't do either of us much good. I bought a '99 Dakota which I put more money into than I actually paid for the truck. I'm a bit upset at that but it's my fault. I gave my grandson my '04 Dakota for doing so well in school and helping me out. I sold (gave away) my '05 F250 to my son just cause he needed a reliable truck. I'm comfortable knowing that my preventive maintenance habit won't leave him stranded anywhere. But anyway, I now have a '99 4x4 Dakota that I'll have to keep running for the next 10 years just to recoup what I've put into it. I'm ashamed to admit how much so I just say to my friends, "Ain't she a beaut"?
It seems that everything I've done this year, except asking Gypsy to marry me, has been contrary to my character. I mean, I absolutely hate mechanical work and yet I bought an old shovelhead. Oh I got her done but WTH was I thinking!!!? I sold two of the best guitars I own for no logical reason except to say I can only play one at a time but that's not a good reason at all. That's like selling a motorcycle because you need the money. Hell, if you didn't have a motorcycle to sell you'd still need the money and you'd probably get by, right? I waited too long to take the initiative with my knees, believing that the VA would actually do something and I'm hoping knee surgery can get done before Christmas.
Don't ge tme wrong. I may be ranting (whining) but I love my life. However, this year's idleness is killing me. Killing both of us. I've got the normal issues of a 66 year old person (nothing serious) but if I don't keep moving along they'll get to be more than just "something I have to live with". The VA put me on hold and I've gained 20 pounds because I haven't been able to do anything really physical. Again, it's my fault. I put more faith in them than in myself. And that is out of character to say the least. I've always had this saying, "I'm the smartest person I know" but I sure don't feel like it these days. LOL
I'm thankful for my family. I'm thankful that they work hard. I'm thankful that they remain in my life. I'm thankful for each morning and each evening. I'm thankful that my grand daughter, who has spina bifida, can laugh and make the rest of us smile. I'm thankful for Gyspy. I'm thankful that we're not destitute. And I am damn thankful that this year is coming to a close and we can look forward to a brighter tomorrow. And I'm thankful that I'm really NOT the smartest person I know. Imagine the pressure that would put on a person. LOL
Thanks for the whine and cheese. I hope you're Thanksgiving if truly special this year.
Peace